I'm going to write this for Hishy because he will most likely read this and I hope that he does.
One thing that bothers me (A LOT) is that even though he left, he keeps logging in on here. He has his own fed so his focus should be shifted to that fed, not here.
Also, he SEEMS (I can't be certain of course cause that would be ignorant) the kind of guy that changes his mind way too much. If you try one thing, stick with it. Just because you get bored after a while doesn't mean you have to leave. You left and you went to a whole new fed. That doesn't make sense to me (unless he cares so much that he wanted to be in the main event scene on there lmao).
Anyways, I hope you read this Hishy. I don't have anything against you, you're a very nice person. I just know that there are a lot of things going on in your head that you didn't talk about with us.